I usually wake up at 4:30 in the morning but in these my chill days, it’s 6:00 am. I let my mind blank for a couple of hours and just let my body move where it wants to go and do. These past few days were exhausting for me, physically and emotionally. I’m trying to avoid thinking too much and worrying about what else should I do in a day just so I can call it a productive day.
As I typed this post, I’m tucking myself under my Mom’s comforter. It’s already 5:30 pm and the weather is a bit gloomy. It was raining earlier so it adds more to my mood to just relax and chill today. I don’t drink coffee all the time, only when I’m in a mood because it makes me more feel sleepy.
It’s my father’s birthday tomorrow. We’re going to the cemetery when my Mom gets home from work. I honestly feel so down since this morning maybe because I miss a couple of people in my life and there’s nothing I can do so I can see them. It’s still different to catch up with people face to face, not just through chat and call. I want to be able to hug and feel their presence.
I took a nap today and watched two episodes of the Korean drama that my best friend suggested to me. I wasn’t planning to post something, but it’s what I’m doing now. I don’t know how this post is going to end but I’ll do it nicely, as much as I can.
I guess I won’t be able to sleep early tonight like I always do. I can’t sleep so deep like before and I know the reason why but I’m no longer going to mention it. I’ll end it here now.
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